La Vie Secrèt de Tubzey

Currently listening to: Interstellar Soundtrack – Cornfield Chase

https://open.spotify.com/embed/track/6pWgRkpqVfxnj3WuIcJ7WP?utm_source=generator

My heart is combing through the stars. I’m holding onto one light in particular tightly. The light that I met in 2016 radiates more powerfully year after year.

All the vivid memories of him next to me…

when my exes threw me out of their homes, cheated on me, made me cry day after day, and dragged my heart through the trash.

when my father verbally and emotionally tormented me for years.

when I became nothing but invisible to my own family.

when my failures took the last energy out of me and I almost quit life.

The greatest gift in the history and the present of mine:

Bazil Edward the Brave, the Love of my Life and always my Baby Boy.

I close my eyes and he stands by my side through it all. I can no longer imagine a life without him. As many as the stars are, he was the light I needed him more than life. Where our cabin is is where the moon rests. I sit on my rocking chair with a blanket in my lap and coffee in hand while Bazil rests next to me in his nest. Looking out to the vast foggy mountains, we watch the rain clouds burst with flames in the distance. I repeat.

“I can no longer have a life without him.”

The gift was worth the wait.