La Vie Secrèt de Tubzey

I am packing for Nicaragua if you didn’t read the title of this post carefully. I feel sort of scared. I thought I would be use to going to Nicaragua by now, because this is my 3rd mission trip there. I was wrong. I feel scared, because I hate the feeling of leaving people you love and the comfort of your home.

If anything ever happens to me, I just want to say “Mom and Dad, you have always been the best parents for me minus my childhood. I thank God for the lessons and everything you’ve taught, bought and did for me. I am truly grateful. Jison 언니! Though we fight, I like that. I like that we are so vocal and unafraid to be ourselves in a world that tries so hard to tell us who to be and how to live. I respect you so much, and I am sorry for being rude and mean to you at times; Please know that I always had my best interests at heart for you. I love every moment we spend laughing and acting stupid together. You will find someone who loves you and cares for you like every day is the end of the world, so don’t ever settle less than what you deserve. I love you Mom, Dad and 언니! Be strong and healthy! Don’t worry about me; you know I always eat well & I am a wild hippo in the wilderness!”

Dear God,
I am scared. I honestly feel like a noob every time I go abroad. Though I don’t trust you always, I know I can always trust you time and time again.
Please protect RKPC’s mission team. I ask for your blessings upon us, because there is nothing we can do without your favor. Thank you for always providing and loving me and my family. You are good, and there is nothing in this world compared to your glory and your compassion for us. I love you, God.

P.S. I pray for Nicaragua. I ask your hand touches this land to let it overflow with healing and fire for your name.

Through Jesus Christ’s name, I pray,
AMEN! YEEYUH.

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Official Will:
All my belongings are to be given to my sister, Jison. She will take care of it.